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Name: Bethany
Country: United States
State: Arkansas
Metro: Jonesboro
Birthday: 2/23/1990
Gender: Female


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Saturday, July 15, 2006

ok. i take back everything i ever did that wasnt appropriate. im sick of feeling so un christian like.ive been raised in church my whole life and ive been living a life thats not right for me. even though alot of people "hear" things and they think i do alot more stuff than what i do that i dont, doesnt mean i havent done wrong, all of us have, and im finally tired of it. but i am sick of people believing everything they hear..cause 99% of it isnt true but im not gonna sit here and say i dont do things im not supposed to because i know i do, and i just realized that i dont wanna be like this anymore. im sorry to all the people i upset or lost because of the person i was being ..but im gonna try to change.


Thursday, July 13, 2006

I NEED CHANGE. I NEED LOVE. I NEED YOU.

because im slightly heartbroken. </3

A girl sits in her room.
With unseen tears running down her face.
Not about to end any time soon.
she sits on her bed, and reaches under her pillow. she pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page she rips them out, the memories of him, good and bad. The only person she ever loved was this boy. she kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the boy who just s h a t t e r e d her heart into pieces.

You never looked so good
as you did last
night,
underneath the
city lights,
there walking with your friend,
laughing at the moon.
I swear you looked right through me.
But I¡¯m still living with your goodbye,
and you¡¯re just going on with your life

when your thoughts revolve around
him
&& he's the one you feel the happiest with
there's just something about him you
don't
see in
other guys and when you're not with him,
the only place you want to be is in his arms..
that's when you know it's real

the day i met you my life changed,
the way you make me feel is hard
to explain. you make me smile in a
special kinda way.. you make me
fall deeper for you EVERYday &&
when i look into your eyes i know
it's TRUE -- there`s no one else in
the ( world ) for me but you

Watch it, because he'll take it.
& he'll never give it back he will

talk to you for hours then never call
you back he will tell you're special
diffrent & true . then he takes your

heart heart & breaks it in two. </3

&& it's those days you wish you had a boyfriend, to
cuddle with. hold hands. kiss. tell him everything.
or, just by looking at him and knowing you mean the
world to him and he loves you with all his heart. it`s
those days you have to wish for a fantasy to become
reality. i just want to be loved by someone.</
3

i hope you're doing fine without me
cause i'm not doing so good without you
the things i thought you'd never
know about me
we're the things i guess you always understood

at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change *
maybe it's not that he didn't love you ;;
maybe it's that he didn't know
you loved him

When I look in your eyes,
I still go crazy.
That old flame comes alive,
It's all burning inside,
Way deep, down inside.

a clean break is easier;
you can reset it;&& it heals&& you move on.
but if you leave things messy
or things dont get put right;
it just hurts forever</3

everyone has things they regret

in life. but I don`t regret anything

because one way or another, it led

me to youu.

everyone has things they regret

in life. but I don`t regret anything

because one way or another, it led

me to youu.

everyone has things they regret

in life. but I don`t regret anything

because one way or another, it led

me to youu.

everyone has things they regret

in life. but I don`t regret anything

because one way or another, it led

me to youu.

 

everyone has things they regret

in life. but I don`t regret anything

because one way or another, it led

me to youu.


 


Sunday, July 09, 2006

tell me you love me

     ..and then we run away together.

    

and we live happily ever after.


Saturday, July 08, 2006

guess whatt hoezz.

i gots my belly-button pierced.

 

it hurts.


Sunday, July 02, 2006

im going camping tomorrow.

im gonna get crunk on da riverrr.  i just wish i had a BOYFRIEND that could go with me,that i could cuddle with in my tent. :[ but no im a loner, and i have no one cause guys suck and i hate them. well most of them. :] i plan on sittin on the river and watching all the babes roll by and shit. hell yes bitchess.

but luckily niggas i will have my cell phone if you need to reach me da number be: [870-847-5578] hoezz get beth jones up on the low. i cant deny it . im a fuckin rider. you dont wanna fuck with me.

CAUSE IM A P-I-M-P. gotcha man takin off his clothes. cause real bitches get down on the floor. hehe :]

i bet this pic wont show up but ya know FUCK ME IN THE ASS. its  gay.

+christinas here. and she be going camping wit me. hoezz.

DATS RIGHT BITCHHHES.



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